So.fucking.tired

Happy Valentine’s Day- husband and I went out to dinner and fought the whole time. I’m exhausted work has been insane the past month, my 8 month old is a saint but motherhood is still hard aka the mental load. I know I haven’t been a good partner lately we both gained a fair amount of weight and I’m on Zoloft so my sex drive is non existent. I peaked in the gift bag he got me for Valentine’s Day and it’s lingerie I just feel so unsexy, tired and worn down. Baby has also been sick back to back in the past 2-3 weeks and does this new thing where anytime I set him down he cry’s bloody murder. I booked myself a massage for Sunday but I’m drowning and truly just needed somewhere to vent. Also does anyone else have complete opposite political views than their partner? It usually does not come between us…but fuck this past month has felt like a full 4 year term already. Sorry for the word vomit