Ugly women please share the worst thing about being ugly as a female

I'll go first .... not getting good attention from guys, yeah that's the worst thing for me atleast they'll either judge me or get disgusted, they don't even sit beside me or when I have no choice but to sit next to them they litrlaly start making faces and giving me nasty stares in class... My friend gets all the attention from guys and I'm there standing like a clown listening to them having fun talks.. guys come up to talk to my friend but when I'm alone I'm alone lol nobody gives a f about me .... they'll talk to me in pity for 1 minute to show my friend that they don't care about looks but when I'm alone nobody talks to me