Tarot reading is never just a reading

Hiii, I need to share this with someone. Is not a big thing but Idk it feels like, y'know?

I've been reading tarot consistently for about a whole year now, I did have previous knowledge before starting and I do paid readings but nothing too expensive as I still have a lot to learn.

Note that most my clientele is made of friends, colleagues and friends of colleagues, and so on.

SAID THAT, recently (like 2 to 3 months or so) I gave some people readings that came true. Yay, right? Well, not really. But there's one that is making me tired.

Usually, after I read I forget what I said, so unless the querent remember it to me or I have the whole thing documented I simply forget what I said and well life goes on I guess. Unless I consistently read the same thing over and over.

So I read for this girl, we've known each other since we're like fourteen or so, but we're not really close, she always comes to me for readings tho.

The first reading I gave her, I told her to not feel too safe on her job. I also gave her a general 2025 reading in which I told her she'd be having financial problems and her goal of living alone (she had a roommate at the time) wouldn't be achieved. It's been a month or so and she have been fired and now she has to move in with her mother again.

She also had a situationship going on, and I consistently told her this would ruin her. I can't remember in detail but I know I told her more than once that the guy simply didn't care for her, he wanted one thing and that's all.

Boy, she didn't listen to me. Not only she didn't listen, she also thought about living with him after she lost her job, her room and etc.

Well.

It ended this week. I got a five minute audio of her crying and telling me how it went down.

Her situation honestly made me feel exhausted, I even started to refuse to read for them whenever she asked me to. Or to say I wasn't available. She asked more frequently this week before it all went down and I sincerely wasn't having it, I'm post-op rn and she is well aware of that too.

Idk, I just feel like tarot can be too tiring, specially when dealing with reading for others, I do love and enjoy giving other people readings as I can't read for myself, but I feel like questioning if it's worth the energy.

It's never only one reading, never just a reading. There is always something more to deal with. I can read for hours at bar tables and what not with my friends but there are situations, y'know, like this one, that are just so tiresome.

Feels like people try to drain me or make me change their outcome like no I can tell you what's about to come but I can't change it by pulling more cards.

Edit: Sorry for misspelling, english is not my first language and as I said I'm post op.