Spades+ Shenanigans (and "proof")

Anybody else feel like when you have a big lead the game deals you the worst hands you can possibly get? Every time my team is up 100+ I get a hand full of jacks and queens and 8s and 1 high spade. Just bad, non nillable hands. I gotta bid one or two, and my partner bids one or two, all the way until the other team catches up little by little and it ends up close. Is it just me?

^just made this post. Deleted it to post screenshots of a game I played 3 minutes AFTER I made this post. Please tell me I'm not tripping. This the 3rd time this morning. I had to bid 1,2,1,1. Look at the score from screenshot to screenshot. Was winning 113-2. Still won but had to sweat it out hard on the last hand. They Couldn't cover the nil.