He fingered while I was asleep. I feel horrible and sad. Not sure why.

I was sleeping at my boyfriend’s house. He lived with his mom and sister. I had a long day at work that day. I didn’t realize he was fingering me and then I suddenly woke up so angry. I also cried. He was like “I thought you would like it.” That made me feel even sad cos he didn’t think it was wrong. I don’t sleep next to him anymore cos I am afraid he would finger me without my consent again and I wanted to end things. There was one occasion where he came from fixing his car, so he had oils on his fingers. He didn’t even wash it and wanted to finger me. I told him to wash his hands. And the car oil on his fingers didn’t go off well. So I didn’t let him. He was upset. It made me really sad that he had engine oil on his fingers and wanted to finger me. I told him the reason and he doesn’t want to break up, was all sad and said I am being dramatic. I am depressed sometimes cos he doesn’t respect my private part I feel. really don’t wanna continue things with him anymore but I do wanna hear any of your thoughts that I am being over dramatic?