I r*ped my little Sister....

Yes I know it was wrong yes I regret it and yes I already went to the police to turn myself in...

I know you will all hate me anyway. I struggled with these thoughts for years now, managed to evade doing stupid shit but one night I was too weak and harmed her. I won't go into more detail about what I did to her.

I'm a sick fuck. I regret hurting her so much. It's crazy how one second can destroy everything.

I will have to live with what I did for the rest of my life. I know I will keep having these thoughts, it's like a demon inside my head. Maybe it can be treated I don't know.

I have no Idea what will happen now. I already told my Dad and he hasn't really spoken to me since. I tried apologizing to my sister but she is still scared of me. I feel like a fucking monster.