My Pathetic-ness

I just made a post like two seconds ago but I had another thought. I am 18F and at night when I go to bed, I read fan fiction about my favorite fictional animated characters as a sort of comfort of some kind because of how lonely I am. I even create fake scenarios and conversations with them. Typing it now makes me realize how far gone I am but I digress. Anyways I also have this giant stuffed animal I cuddle and sleep with at night. I hold it right and wrap its arms around me to simulate the touch of a partner or the characters I mentioned previously. I know I’m a loser for it but it’s all I have. Does anyone else do similar things. If you’re thinking “no.. ur just weird”, feel free to comment and let me know. Maybe I am damaging my mental health even further. Once again thank you for reading ❤️ if you are going to burst my bubble and let me know that i’m weird do it kindly please? Thanks again 😭