He forgot my birthday…

Or didn’t care enough to even text me happy birthday. Idk why I care so much but of course I do.

I really really thought he was the one I prayed that God and my grandma would send me. A sweet, good, cute guy.. the one who I would marry and have kids with. He wasn’t perfect and neither was I but we were going to make it work.. until 7 months ago he decided that we just couldn’t. He told me being with me wasn’t enough to make him happy. That hurt so much because being happy with him was enough for me.

I feel like I’m being punished for something I did or I have a curse on me or something. The one thing I wanted most I feel like I can never have. And now I’m another year older and I still have nothing not even a text on my birthday. I really thought he would at least do that after 2 years of thinking we would end up together. But I was wrong. I’m so embarrassed and even more heartbroken.