I have a CTO with United, should I decline it since I’ve been seeing United talked about badly a lot frequently now

I’m a ex AA flight attendant and was going through a dark period of my life and quit without 2 week notice and I’m not rehireable. I’ve tried with Southwest didn’t get it when they had external apps open. As delta I’ve tried 3 times with. Is United really that bad? I’m feeling a little said about my job offer now