I still daydream as my assigned gender
I'm gender questioning right now (mtf). Ive been experiencing gender envy and dysphoria for a long time now. Something I hear alot is people imagining themselves in the future as a woman or doing chores as a woman. I barely think of my future self at all mainly due to a long battle with depression but I daydream often about silly fantasies (being famous moviestar, singer, athlete etc)
Specifically athlete daydreams in always a man like my assigned gender. Actor usually a woman. Singer has been both but usually man. I'm wondering like so other people when questioning always imagine themselves as the gender they are transitioning to or did other people get very confusing mixed signals from their subconscious.
I know this topic is not as important as others right now it's just driving me a bit crazy and I'd appreciate any input