i keep thinking “oh i’m just tired probably”

i’m not i’ve tried like 8 days in a row to get perfect sleep i hate this world. i hate it. i just woke up i hate it. i hate it. EVERYONE IS MEAN!!!!! EVERYONE IS SO MEAN!!!!!!

IM SO SCARED EVERY DAY BUT BECAUSE IM A DUDE 0 PEOPLE GIVE A SHIT AND TBH I DONT WANNA BE A DUDE I HATE THIS SHIT I HATE IT. I HATE THIS WORLD. I WANT OUT ALL IVE GOTTEN IS USED. AGAIN. AGAIN. AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AaaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaaa PLZ PLZ SOMEONE J SHOOT ME SO I DONT GO TO HELL JUST SHOOT MEE