My Aunty is dying

My aunty has myotonic dystrophy and was recently admitted to ICU due to an infection. We thought she was improving but she has now chosen to withdraw from treatment so she can be comfortable and pass peacefully. I hesitated in flying interstate to see her and part of me knows it’s because I didn’t think I could see her like that or be around my family who live there (unhealthy environment). I’m not sure what I’m asking but I’m carrying a lot of guilt. I’m now sick and can’t fly and I don’t believe I’d make it in time as her husband doesn’t think she’ll make it until the morning. I haven’t seen her since Christmas 2020. My heart is breaking. I ask that you pray she knows I love her and she forgives me for not seeing her sooner or being a better niece. I ask that you pray she passes peacefully and gets to be with her parents and Wally again. I also ask that you pray my my family and myself gain strength and resilience as we need it most and that I can forgive myself.

Thank you. 🙏