Please pray for me

My sibling recently committed suicide. Without revealing too much information, my sibling was being taunted and cyber bullied by an ex after emotional and physical abuse. My sibling’s tormenter had installed cameras in the home which belonged to my sibling. The tormenter has been looking for attention on social media for acting like the grieving ex who wanted to help- which is a horrible lie. They are trying to further defame even after death by trying to prove it was everyone’s fault except for the tormenter. They claim to be born again and saved by Christ. And others are consoling them. That tormenter has now turned their vile and venom on the family and sent the video to family members because we are proving that they were the main reason for the suicide. I have such a heavy heart that my sibling had to experience that kind of pain and was subjected to the abuse. We are all traumatized. I have such hate in my heart for this person that I WILL NEVER let go of. I hope I am forgiven by God for this when it is my time. I’m so sorry to post this here but I can’t tell my other family members any of this because I don’t want to inflict my pain on them. They are also grieving.