I dicked down a masc and it was weird

For context, I’m a dom fem. Super kikay, into makeup, slim figure, and all the kaartehan you can imagine. I’ve always been into feminine girls, and masc types were never really my thing

Anyway, here’s the story. I met this masc girl on Litmatch. It’s this app where you can have random calls and match with people. When we first talked, her voice was soft, calm, and soothing and very masungit, though, which was kind of cute. My dumbass thought she was a fem at first. But then I checked her profile and realized she was a masc. Guurl, I ghosted her faster than the speed of light lol.

But life’s funny sometimes. We matched again. It was awkward because we had such a good conversation the first time. She called me out for ghosting her, said it was rude, and asked why I did it.

We started talking again. She was fun to talk to—smart, naughty, and lowkey always horny. We became fwb, no emotions attached. Honestly the only reason I kept talking to her was that she was submissive. She’d do whatever I wanted

Until we finally decided to meet. She was tall (about 5'8) morena, and if it weren’t for her long hair, pagkakamalan mo siyang totoong lalake

I wasn’t used to feeling nervous, but something about her had me pinch my fingers. People always say I have this confident energy, like I walk into a room and own it. But with her, it felt different. She didn’t look away when I caught her eye. She just stare, calm and steady, like she already knew how this night would go. I felt uncomfortable, and I don’t even know why. Like, we’ve already done a lot of things online, pero bakit parang naduduwag ako ngayon? Maybe I’m just not used to dating someone masculine. I’m so confused huhu

By the time we left the cafe, I could feel my heart racing. I invited her back to my place and had a drink. When the alcohol hits we didn’t even make it to the bed before I pushed her against the wall. She didn’t fight back, but she didn’t seem intimidated either. She just let me lead, steady and sure, like she knew exactly how to handle me. It was… new. I’d never been with someone like her before. She was strong but quiet, rough but soft in all the right moments

She let me used my 7inch toy and I was surprised. She even let me take a video of us while doing it. But then, when I was about to put it in, she started fighting back. I was so confused. Like, akala ko ba okay sa kanya? She literally pushed me, and I almost fell off the bed. Ang laki niyang babae compare sa akin. Ang nasa isip ko, she's scared of doing it. I let her know that I won't force her naman and she got mad. She really wants me to use it. But why fights back? Hilong hilo na ako and hindi ko siya maintindihan.

She told me she wanted it to feel like I was graping her, which is why she fought back. She even asked me to point a pencil at her neck while doing it.

Girl. Nawala yung libog ko at hilo na lang natira.

Because I'm drunk, the next thing I know is she’s bleeding na and crying. Not just iyak but literal na hagulgol. I panicked. I was like, wtf is happening? Hindi ko alam gagawin ko so I just comfort her. But then she said I didn’t need to worry, that it was 'good' for her. She explained that people cry when they’re being, uhh, graped in real life, so it was all part of her roleplay. And then she laughed. I had no idea how to react that time because I was really drunk.

We had a great night naman, but something felt off about her. I didn’t like that she wanted me to actually hurt her. She said she let me take a video so I could use it to blackmail her if she didn’t do what I wanted. That was way too much for me. It was really weird

Ganon ba talaga ang mga masc in bed may weird fetish? Cause this is my first time and I'm not really into this roleplaying shit. Since then, we’ve kept in touch casually, became friends. But that was the last time I saw her.

Would I hook up with a masc again? Hell no.

Ciao.