I will never fap ever again.

I’ve went through so much on NoFap, a lot of things made this harder than it should have, but it really tested me, my willpower and my discipline. I’ve lost a lot of motivation and drive since I started, and I’m forgetting why I want this. I’ve broken my promise so many times and since September, I’ve just been stuck in a loop relapsing everyday. I keep saying, I’ll start tomorrow. And then it will be different. But that won’t work anymore, I’ve wasted so much time. But it’s all my fault, I am in control. No matter how tough it gets, how impossible it seems, I will still keep going no matter what. This is a promise I can not break. I know I can do it, if I have a reason strong enough. Starting from here, it won’t happen ever again.