how you feel about smoking

hii to all beauties!!! I have been smoking for some time now and I noticed that I can't physically go without cigarettes anymore, as nicotine calms me down when I am under the stress🥲 But I would like to know how you feel about cigarettes and would you, for example, date someone who smoke or is it a habit that immediately repels you. Because I already some time receive comments (most of them from men) that "a smoking woman smells like an ashtray" and in general it is not feminine, although I never claimed to be feminine in the male sense!!!

thank you all in advance for your answers!

edit: I wasn't expecting so many responses, but thank you all so much! just want to say that i am in no way proud of my addiction or encouraging anyone to smoke/continue smoking. it's not cool and never has been and i totally understand that. i feel insanely infantile talking about making friends with some people in my current environment this way😭