Really unrelated to hm but I feel so hurt

I wanna start off by saying I'm young, later teens. I know what I'm about to say may sound dumb because of my age but I genuinely felt it. My girlfriend broke up with me yesterday for lots of things I never intended to do that built up overtime. It really made me feel like an asshole.

Me and this girl promised to never leave eachother and never give up on eachother because we both believed that we are eachother's soulmate, I still believe this. Yet she still left me. It just hurts so bad man.

All I want is her to hug me in her bed and tell me everything is gonna be okay